I saw Jordan Sparling the other day which reminded me that I really wanted to sleep with him last year. I still do, who am I kidding? Anyway, it was cool to see him again because I had him on the list of things I missed about Brockville. If I remember correctly, it was: I miss randomly seeing Sparling around Brockville. And then I randomly saw him in Zellars. That’s been happening a lot to me lately. This whole random luck thing. First it was finding my wallet, then it was seeing Sparling, followed by a bunch of other stuff. I won’t really get into it because it’s not that important anyway. But it’s been weird and creepy and I hop eit doesn’t go away. Because maybe this random luck will help me score. God damn I need to score. It’s been like…*pauses to pretend to count* a year or so. It’s just the way I am I guess. I go through these phases where I REALLY want a guy, but then in like a week, it goes away. So what is the deal with that I wonder? Maybe it has something to do with my attention span. I get bored of things and people very quickly. I mean, I’m already bored of being home. I want to either move to Ottawa now, or tour to New York and live life up there. But I can’t go to NY until I get a laptop. It’s all part of the plan. GOD! This entry is going to be short because I want to finish the book I’m reading about serial killers. Plus Matt is online, ignoring me like he always does. It also doesn’t help that I’m afraid if I talk to him, he’ll rip at me for something or other. I’ll stay away from that drama, thanks. And my book is more important anyway. If I don’t finish this book, I’ll never be able to get to work on Brent and Lilith. I have 27 chapters to write and I’m only 1/8th through the first one. DAMMIT! Fucking serial killers being all psycho and complicated!
PS. Jesse forgot my wallet in Ottawa. Thanks a lot Jesse.
PS. Chuck Norris’ tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.